How do people survive constant humiliation?
I am shaking, and believe there is no point in supporting this anymore. I just want to cry when it’s time to go to work. I feel like I have been faking it for the last 10 years. I feel miserable, horrible, ashamed. I cannot support being anymore being treated this way. Every day, I am thinking about quitting. But I have so many debt from taking loans. Sometimes I feel like doing something more drastic to ease the pain of those around me. Office does not help. What do I do to make myself feel better?